"Nothing happens unless first we dream." ~Carl Sandburg
If John Mayer come to Tennis Indoor, I'll do everything to get a ticket. Don't ask me what will I dare to do! You'll never believe me :p
If I fall in love I'll be so confusing. I turn to my full-defense mode. I'll want him to say hi to me, but when he did, I hide. I know it sounds fool but I hide to protect my shyness, my pride, my chicken-hearted and all my stupid little self esteem behind 'polite-east-nature' reason. Pathetic? Yeah. And you should know that my love has it own definition. I don't like someone just because his physical image. Err, I'm sure I never fall in love in some kind of pretty boy neighborhood's type before. I dying of smart people who have own their mind. He has a good taste of something and can teach me. But somehow that type of man is simply hard to find.
If I got sick. I'll heard my mothers advise than the doctor recipe. Yeah, my mother is a nurse. She became our family's special health adviser that too competent to cure us from sickness. Just our family, btw.
If I got married. I want the wedding happen in a medium-sized ballroom somewhere. I want all white decoration with Catleya and Lilies or maybe White Chrysanthemum or White Rose. I want Yellow Chrysanthemum to make color gradations too. I want it happen in both our (me and my future husband) culture. I don't know if it'll be Malays (from my mom) or Bugisness (from my dad). I and my friend, Annisa promised to be a wedding singer in each other wedding, so I'll wait her to sing me 'From This Momment - Shania Twain'. I don't want to ruin my make up with tears so I hope I won't forget to ask for waterproof make up. Hahaha. Sounds like I was too prepared, rite?
If I can choose what we'll I be in the future, I want to be a good mother. When career become my priority of life, when half of my 24 hours spend in the office, when I have a so-called-success-life, I want to stop and wait. I never want to do a same mistake as many other mother. I want to being a mother that always in my babies side. See them grow and see their different everyday. Watch them say their first word and watch them fall when they tried to walk. I never want to miss that moment.
If I have a child, I'll promise to be a good mother that will make him/her proud. I don't care if it'll be boy or girl. I will love him/her with all my heart. Teach him/her how to behave, introduce him/her to good literature and music; Enid Blyton, Dahl and Pak Raden first and after that maybe Tagore or Dumas or maybe Brown. Raise them with tender, love and believe of God. Give them choice of how they want to life their live. Make them feel save until they mature enough to raise them self alone. And never forget to drown them in eternal love.
If I have a chance to ask what superpower I want: I wanna have 'moody breaker' power. I want to skip a bad feeling when I did mistakes and fault that always happen whatever I was prepared or not. I bored of my unidentified mood problem u_u
I already told you that I am a part time dreamer, didn't I?